Twilight Fever

ok..i am hitched too..i admit the books drove me crazy but the movie and the utube interviews have made me an addict.

from past one week all i am doing is: check email and search more on robert pattinson.

God there is something about him which is very genuine at the same time i wonder if he a good person or not...everyone knows he doesnot wash his hair, keeps proposing to kristen (bella swan) is losing his mind bit by bit due to press pressure...he said he is scared of dating coz he doesnt want to ruin anyone's life...well if you act responsible i dont see how anyone can get hurt...and by saying this does it mean he wont date anyone...coz since he is young, his fame wont be convergent

anyhow...bigger the people, bigger the problem...

as for me...i love it...cant get enough of it...and i am not ashamed to say i google it every week...

The cliche of weddings

Ok, here is the thing, all my friends are mostly double. The most unexpected friend recently left back her single status.

Some are fixed with marriage commitments, others are shopping away in recession, without a concern, for their marriages.

So i inferred two things (A) I will be married sooner then I thought & (B) Life has changed!
I am no more a teenager, in few months I graduate, I will be officially an adult. i am no less than a baby when it comes to the thought of leaving college.

The memory is so fresh when my elder cousin told me before college had began - that these will be the best days of your life. I remember being aloof to the fact.

But then again after 3 months I will be telling it to all my juniors. Its not just about leaving away college or job or money,etc. Its simply the fact that my life will change drastically after just few year.

Some of my married friends (females) acknowledge me that 'I am no more myself, or what I use to be'. So every time the transition for women is much more than for men.

Isn't it sad? We worked so hard to get our lives right to get it as we wanted - we struggled so hard to make ourself as we are since the first time we realised we were an individual. We give it all up just like that in one day, in just few hours, we turn from a Miss to Mrs. - a smaller and different entity in a big household.

Don't get me wrong, I am not a female chauvinist. Its just that we educate women, we work equally with men. and yet what she is in her life is not payed much attention to by her blood relatives and nor by her 'in laws'.

bye.

i wanna be a rockstar

well it has been such a long long time since i heard a song that made sense...that wasnt meant for seducing, or traching someone...with a good beat...

well i heard rockstar by nickelback...awesome song...i am amazed as to how come for such a long time i havent heard this song before...

anyways..the song is perfect...great lyrics...great voice...good notes...well the guitar is perfect..not too soft nor too much...the video was also quiet impressive..they dint ruin it by showing chad kroeger....all the time...

well his voice...i am a huge fan of his voice....so i am biased there...

well i just cant stop singing that song...it just keeps going on and on...in my head..i was napping..and i was huming the tune tooo!!!!



lol...sure i wanna be a rockstar!!!


hehe

anymore good songs u know about???

lemme posted

chao..

well well well

ok since i have gotten mixed views on my blog on sex...i have decided to suspend it for a while...coz hey i am not here to hurt...

well well well...there are so many things i wanted to blog abt...but i guess since the time has passed, i might as well let it go...i wanted to mention abt me being aired on tv...for like milisecond and then having a close affinity to hardworking children...well...but thats that...

recently i have been faced with a dilemma though...wat can one do if he or she has changed drastically over a time of 1 year...and later found the older you...do u stay like u r or do u change back to older you...i guess everyone has to face similar cliche at some point of time...

for me as it goes...total solitude is a solution...for once you figure out urself then u can grip hold of the surroundings..but in this world can one get part solitude if not total?

no natural spaces left, no soothing sounds for streams...our nose does not even get colder in the wind anymore...its such a stuffy world...yet ppl run behind it...

sometimes i wish to become a billionaire and own an island and stay in population of 100...or return to 4 centuries back...earn money the hard way...work 16 hrs a day and get a peaceful sleep...no cafes, no restaurants, no bike or cars...just a stretch of grasslands...a horse and dog for companions...with a straw hat and big boots...just walking to find work and working to find peace...no music, no loudspeaker...the loudest sound that of the breeze....and of course....a partner to be with....

well well well...

wat say?

the part two of ***

back again with more views on sex...well i feel that i have to express on this topic...coz if i am conversating with someone on this subject, they might missunderstand me...or consider me as a nymph...both are untrue...

the new thought araised while i was reading the book - atlas shrugged by ayn rand...AMAZING book btw...so anyways she expresses her views as...sex is real when both ppl consider themselves equivalent...that players are nothing but kidding themselves, where as they have low self esteem on the contrary to what they portray as...

well i couldnt help but appreciate her analytic thought...evne i had similar ideas abt seeking partnership...if u r weak, overly sensitive...in short sad...dont look out for love or sex to protect u or save u or make ur life full of colour...coz all u might know...it might be just pseudojoy of few minutes and back to sad life.....

as i see it a person should be complete in his own life...i mean he should be satisfied and at peace...i know it sounds wired...but its true..coz then when u get a chance to experience physical joys...u are in it fully...its not being done for a feel better act...its done to enjoy the moment with u and ur partner...mutually...i believe its far more better..

also another aspect is that if u are indulging in physical activity out of stress or despair or desperation...well the other person comes to know of it...even if u dont hint it....and spoils the whole thing...

well lemme know ur view on the blog...

thats it for now..

bye

the true about the ***

well no matter how modern you are or orthodox...one thing is alway just around the corner of ur mind...yes ppl i am talking abt the three lettered word that esp. indians dont talk on large...sex

we see it in all movies, mentiones or hinted on tv....ppl doing it all the time....but then many of us are actually deprived and guilty about it. we cant help but always wonder about some or the other context about sex.

if we forget it for a day, the world around us reminds us...so no use being all saint abt yourself.

we do despise the thickly romantic and players but we do wish to plung into a whole new land like indiana jones, on an adventure...which many of us dont end up doing..just dreaming.

but the thought that crossed my mind is...why do we indulge into thinking so much over it and instead not do it...on an average a youth thinks abt sex for say about half an hour a day..makes 3 n half in a week and 14 in a month...now imagine what its like in a year...

the hours he or she spents in order to make himself or herself as an 'irresistable' candidate...five times that of the thought process of sex thoughts...

the chances of getting laid?? maybe once or twice in a year..sad really..but this is the average...

atleast thats wat my current research and resources suggests..

also to be honest i am thinking a lot abt the way society and individual react to sex...they have stereotypes for it...its sad that one cannot venture along without having few eyebrows raised in his direction..

there is also a fine line between the playboy types and the honest venturer types...to be honest how can u tell the difference between the two??

lemme think over it...

but for now...c ya..

back and back again

ok i am habitual to disappearing randomly...and i am back..and give me sometime to get into my form to start bloggin...bloggin is actually not an addiction...out of site...out of mind..in my case...

one of my frnd told me that she has started blogging again...that reminded me to do this...thanx to her...

thats all for now

tc