well well well

ok since i have gotten mixed views on my blog on sex...i have decided to suspend it for a while...coz hey i am not here to hurt...

well well well...there are so many things i wanted to blog abt...but i guess since the time has passed, i might as well let it go...i wanted to mention abt me being aired on tv...for like milisecond and then having a close affinity to hardworking children...well...but thats that...

recently i have been faced with a dilemma though...wat can one do if he or she has changed drastically over a time of 1 year...and later found the older you...do u stay like u r or do u change back to older you...i guess everyone has to face similar cliche at some point of time...

for me as it goes...total solitude is a solution...for once you figure out urself then u can grip hold of the surroundings..but in this world can one get part solitude if not total?

no natural spaces left, no soothing sounds for streams...our nose does not even get colder in the wind anymore...its such a stuffy world...yet ppl run behind it...

sometimes i wish to become a billionaire and own an island and stay in population of 100...or return to 4 centuries back...earn money the hard way...work 16 hrs a day and get a peaceful sleep...no cafes, no restaurants, no bike or cars...just a stretch of grasslands...a horse and dog for companions...with a straw hat and big boots...just walking to find work and working to find peace...no music, no loudspeaker...the loudest sound that of the breeze....and of course....a partner to be with....

well well well...

wat say?