my last blog was sad..i truely get it..i sux at it...i agree...but what is it that a girl got to do...even a guy for that matter...sometimes in life..especially when u r out of ur parents cosy shelter...when u come across the most outrageous experiences...and u dont know how to judge it..u dont know whether u shld laf at urself...or cry or just ignore the matter...i believe it hampers ur power of judgement too...
my problem is...
i always want to do the rite thing...n many a times..i do it on self toll..i go out of the ways to do a certain thing...n at the end somehow i turn up looking like the bad guy, selfish...many ppl have got that misconception abt me...that i am rude, arrogant, self-centered...not random ppl...but my relatives too...
and wat i hate the most is that i cant find words to make them understand my thinking...for eg: if i am put into some crap n i dont know wat to say or wat to do...i choose to keep quiet....n ppl misinterpret it....gosh...
n its not like i do everything as per ''what the society might say'' but on those lonely nights, on those lonely occasions...when i look back at my life and realise...that i was no good to anyone...i collapse...i cant look at myself in the mirror....not that i get depressed..but i feel worthless...
also i am sure all of us feel like that many times....then y still we go ahead to judge someone...when we know we r not good enough in our own consciousness...why we do that to each other?
signing off without an answer....
1 comment:
Hate to tell you this...Those feelings won't change as you get older unless you accept yourself exactly as you are. Don't live your life according to what people think. Just make sure your motives are pure and live on! I think we spend too much time becoming who others think we ought to be instead of who we were meant to be...
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